| They would have two chances at least in their
favourThere would be less to distract the attention from without,
and it would not be tried so long
?The mind which does not struggle against itself under one circumstance,
would find objects to distract it in the other, I believe;
and the influence of the place and of example may often rouse better
feelings than are begun withThe greater length of the service,
however, I admit to be sometimes too hard a stretch upon the mind
One wishes it were not so; but I have not yet left Oxford long enough
to forget what chapel prayers are
While this was passing, the rest of the party being scattered about
the chapel, Julia called MrCrawford?s attention to her sister, by
saying, ?Do look at MrRushworth and Maria, standing side by
side, exactly as if the ceremony were going to be performedHave
not they completely the air of it??
MrCrawford smiled his acquiescence, and stepping forward to
Maria, said, in a voice which she only could hear, ?I do not like to
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see Miss Bertram so near the altar
Starting, the lady instinctively moved a step or two, but recovering
herself in a moment, affected to laugh, and asked him, in a tone
not much chanel wholesale purse louder, ?If he would give her away??
?I am afraid I should do it very awkwardly,? was his reply, with a
look of meaning
Julia, joining them at the moment, carried on the joke
?Upon my word, it is really a pity that it should not take place
directly, if we had but a proper licence, for here we are altogether,
and nothing in the world could be more snug and pleasant And
she talked and laughed about it with so little caution as to catch the
comprehension of MrRushworth and his mother, and expose her
sister to the whispered gallantries of her lover, while MrsRushworth
spoke with proper smiles and dignity of its being a most happy
event to her whenever it took place
?If Edmund were but in orders!? cried Julia, and running to where
he stood with Miss Crawford and Fanny: ?My dear Edmund, if you
were but in orders now, you might perform the ceremony directly
How unlucky that you are not ordained; MrRushworth and Maria
are quite ready
Miss Crawford?s countenance, as Julia spoke, might have amused
a disinterested observerShe looked almost aghast under the new
idea she was receiving?How distressed she will be
at what she said just now,? passed across her mind
?Ordained!? said Miss Crawford; chanel knock off purse ?what, are you to be a clergyman??
?Yes; I shall take orders soon after my father?s return?probably at
Christmas
Miss Crawford, rallying her spirits, and recovering her complexion,
replied only, ?If I had known this before, I would have spoken
of the cloth with more respect,? and turned the subject
The chapel was soon afterwards left to the silence and stillness
which reigned in it, with few interruptions, throughout the year
Miss Bertram, displeased with her sister, led the way, and all seemed
to feel that they had been there long enough
The lower part of the house had been now entirely shewn, and
MrsRushworth, never weary in the cause, would have proceeded
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towards the principal staircase, and taken them through all the rooms
above, if her son had not interposed with a doubt of there being
time enough?For if,? said he, with the sort of self-evident proposition
which many a clearer head does not always avoid, ?we are too
long going over the house, we shall not have time for what is to be
done out of doorsIt is past two, and we are to dine at fiveRushworth submitted; and the question of surveying the
grounds, with the who and the how, was likely to be more balenciaga bag made with goat leather fully
agitated, and MrsNorris was beginning to arrange by what junction
of carriages and horses most could be done, when the young
people, meeting with an outward door, temptingly open on a flight
of steps which led immediately to turf and shrubs, and all the sweets
of pleasure-grounds, as by one impulse, one wish for air and liberty,
all walked out
?Suppose we turn down here for the present,? said MrsRushworth,
civilly taking the hint and following them?Here are the greatest
number of our plants, and here are the curious pheasantsCrawford, looking round him, ?whether we
may not find something to employ us here before we go farther? I
see walls of great promiseRushworth, shall we summon a council
on this lawn??
?James,? said MrsRushworth to her son, ?I believe the wilderness
will be new to all the partyThe Miss Bertrams have never seen
the wilderness yet
No objection was made, but for some time there seemed no inclination
to move in any plan, or to any distanceAll were attracted at
first by the plants or the pheasants, and all dispersed about in happy
independenceCrawford was the first to move forward to examine
the capabilities of that end of the houseThe lawn, bounded
on each side by a louis vuitton replica speedy high wall, contained beyond the first planted area
a bowling-green, and beyond the bowling-green a long terrace walk,
backed by iron palisades, and commanding a view over them into
the tops of the trees of the wilderness immediately adjoiningIt was
a good spot for fault-findingCrawford was soon followed by
Miss Bertram and MrRushworth; and when, after a little time, the
others began to form into parties, these three were found in busy
consultation on the terrace by Edmund, Miss Crawford, and Fanny,
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who seemed as naturally to unite, and who, after a short participation
of their regrets and difficulties, left them and walked onThe
remaining three, MrsNorris, and Julia, were still
far behind; for Julia, whose happy star no longer prevailed, was
obliged to keep by the side of MrsRushworth, and restrain her
impatient feet to that lady?s slow pace, while her aunt, having fallen
in with the housekeeper, who was come out to feed the pheasants,
was lingering behind in gossip with herPoor Julia, the only one out
of the nine not tolerably satisfied with their lot, was now in a state
of complete penance, and as different from the Julia of the barouchebox
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